The Myth of DECISION FATIGUE – No Time, Feeling Overwhelmed, Complexity of Decisions

The Myth of DECISION FATIGUE – No Time, Feeling Overwhelmed, Complexity of Decisions

January 6, 2020 26 By Bertrand Dibbert


nithyānandeśvara samārambhām
nithyānandeśvari madhyamām | asmat āchārya paryantām
vande guru paramparām || I welcome all of you with My love and respects. I welcome all the devotees, disciples, Sarvajnapeetha
Yajamans, Nithya Satsanghis, Sri Mahants, Mahants, Kotharis, Thanedars, devotees, disciples,
visitors, viewers, YouTube subscribers, everyone sitting with us all over the world through
Nithyananda TV, Facebook live and through two way video conferencing having Nayana Deeksha. Cities sitting with us… long list. So I welcome all of you with My love and respects. Today Skanda Shasti Mahotsavam 4th day celebration.
As part of the 4th day celebrations of Skanda Shasti Mahotsava, Subramanya, Kartikeya, Skanda
is gracing on Svarna-mayura Vahana, a golden peacock vehicle, in Sarva-alankara, a special lotus garland. Skanda, completion of Sadashiva, with Valli and Devasena is gracing all of us. Let’s receive His blessings and then enter into Satsang. (Karpura Arati) Yes. I will continue to expand on Decision
Fatigue. We had a lot of questions from some of the Aadheenavasis and Mahants and we have
evolved a new team called Integrity team in the Sangha, which maintains the integrity
to all departments; like if we commit to pay something to a vendor, it should be paid.
If we get committed from a vendor to deliver certain things, it should be delivered. And
if an Aadheenavasi commits to something, some work to be done, it should be supported and
made to happen. So we were having discussions yesterday, with that Integrity team. Some
questions came up. I will answer. (Is DECISION FATIGUE the cause of the feeling
of ‘no time available’ for doing a task?) YES! First thing, understand. If you think
you are doing too much, for example; I am talking from the examples of what our Sangha is doing,
then I will extend it to all different levels. Even the last blue-collar job person or a
black collar job person not even blue, even black collar job person does not need Decision
Fatigue. I will explain how, further. First let Me explain it for this white collar person. Whatever we are doing in our Sangha… if
you make 5 phone calls, this hall will be built. But, when you imagine you built this
hall or you are building this hall, 2000 times you think about you building, you are building,
you are building! You are in that same rut, same thinking for 3 days and did not even
make the first step of moving and doing a first call. No, this is what exactly happening.
I call it ‘pornography’ satisfaction. If I have to put it bluntly – watching pornography for
10,000 years and getting satisfied is not going to bring you a child! Most of you think,
think, think, think, think, think, think, think, think, think, think, think, think,
think… You became a thinking thing. Does not even do the first step, and you feel no time for anything. I am running around here and there, I don’t know why. I am doing, I am
doing, I am doing… Swamiji but no time! It is like this stray dogs, some are running
around in the Bidadi. Whole day they are running around; they are too busy. What they have
done? Nothing! And then end of the day if you ask him, ‘what
you have done?’ “Haa I went to 8 places and raised my leg
and made the ground wet. And do you know how difficult it is to choose the eight places?” There is so much of dilemma, conflict, this place, that place, that place, that place.” And you are so stupid, not even interested
in look at the Reality. You see yesterday, you had the world and you had you. What did
you do to manifest Sadashivatva in you and into the world? Nothing. Today you have the
world and you have you, what did you do to manifest Sadashivatva in you and in the world?
Nothing. This same thing continues because you can’t digest you are not doing anything. Then start building lies, start building lies. From the shoulders of Hanuman you can attack
Ravana, but from the shoulders of lie you cannot attack Reality. This concept of ‘no
time available’ is actually you denying the reality and Kalabhairava taking revenge
on you. It is like complete chaos, you don’t know what is going on. You don’t know what
is your purpose. See understand this is the way every day you should measure yourself. What is the purpose of life? Manifesting Sadashivatva
in me and helping others to manifest Sadashivatva. Understand. Whatever profession you may be,
that can be aligned to this word. Even if you are a lawyer you can align your life to
this vision statement. Whether you are an engineer, doctor, lawyer, IT consultant, anything;
even a media person! Anything, you can align and iron out yourself – manifesting Sadashivatva.
An ordinary act, as simple as, while your car is standing in the signal, somebody stretches
their hand, knocks your window and you lower the glass and give 10 rupee or 1 rupee, even that act can be from the compassion of Sadashivatva. Instead of being from some ‘Aah, they are
asking, give’ or your girlfriend is sitting in the car so give.’ You can give for multiple
reasons. Even that small act should be aligned to Sadashivatva. So everything, everything,
everything….. can be aligned to Sadashivatva. Everything can be aligned to Sadashivatva. If you can’t align it to Sadashivatva, listen,
you will be just confused, running around, you don’t know what you are doing; that
is what is called hell. It’s a punishment given by Kalabhairava for you not being integrated.
Like a mad dog you run; you don’t know why. This is the scale to measure your life. My goal is to manifest, radiate Sadashivatva
in me and others; support others to manifest Sadashivatva. Live Enlightenment, help others
live Enlightenment. For this goal yesterday I had myself-life, what did I achieve? Today,
I have myself and life, what am I going to achieve? This is the way every day of your
life should be measured. This is the scale with which you should decide whether your
self is worth or not. The self-worth cannot be decided by the 0’s you have in bank balance or the hero or the heroine next to you. NO. If you decide your self-worth based on your boyfriend
or girlfriend that is the hell. Just like Garuda Purana describes the hells
you go after you die if you commit sins, I can describe the hells you live, 35 hells you live if you commit sins while you are living. Hell # 1 – identifying or understanding
or thinking about your self-worth based on your boy friend or girl friend. Hell # 2 – thinking about your self-worth
based on the 0’s you have in your bank balance. Hell # 3 – Not having any clarity about
what you want or integrity about who you are and running around like a mad dog. Sorry mad
dogs! Worse than the mad dogs, I think better we found yesterday one brand; triple
dash and…whatever, whatever, ok…So running around like that stupid and not even realizing the stupidity; it is like… Ramakrishna says beautifully, ‘If somebody is fully drunk, and don’t know what he is doing, where he is doing and where he is, what he
is, so pour water on his head and make him drink either neem juice or the rice water – the
water which is taken out when you cook the rice; rice kanji or neem juice if you make
him drink and pour water everything will be cleared. Of course after that he will shout
at you, ‘Oh you wasted 2000 rupee. It took 2000 rupee for me to get into that state and
you brought me down with 20 rupee neem juice.’ How he needs neem juice or pouring water on
his head to get into the ground reality, you need this basic Truth – What is exactly happening
in my life – what is my purpose? Am I able to convince myself that what I am doing is
manifesting Sadashivatva in me and helping others manifest Sadashivatva. If I am not
convinced, am I going to drill myself and convince or am I going to change what I am doing? Somewhere I have to come to completion. Understand. I am not promoting anything immoral,
illegal, social, anti-social and all that. All I am trying to tell you is – whatever
you are doing, if you bring the right understanding, you can realize ultimately you are manifesting
Sadashivatva in you and making others manifest Sadashivatva. If you are feeling, it is not
happening, somewhere something is missing that there is a link missing, then simple answer – change it; but be aligned to manifesting Sadashivatva. Feeling of ‘no time available’ is the
lowest level of Integrity. I tell you if you feel I am not having enough time, understand,
you are having lowest level of Integrity and you are thinking the same crap inside your
head 3000 times, did not even make the first call to make it into Reality. You are thought
pornography addict. New word I am developing. Listen. Thought pornography addict – 2000
times you will think about how to make this Sabha, this hall. You will not even make a
single phone call to get the yellow pages book to you to call the contractor. It is
called thought pornography addict. Terribly confused, utterly disconnected, highly educated. If you want to see these specimens, you can see in the people who claim, ‘I don’t have time, I don’t have time, I don’t
have time!!!’ I tell you, the highest wealth is – taking
life causally and you know you have plenty of time and your goal is very clear and you can go on be doing what you have to do, what you want to do, which is ground reality based, using this body and mind you have. And when this body and mind is worn out, you can drop it and pick up another one body and mind and continue to do what you are supposed to do. This is the greatest luxury you can have in life. I am very clear, what I want to do, I will be happily doing, continuously doing as long as this body can handle, through this body.
Then I already planned, through My deities I will start doing. I will let this body rest
and through My deities I will be doing and it is all very clear. Be very clear, in your
case you may not be able to do it through your deities because nobody will be keeping
it, nobody will be having it. That is different; but at least you can be very clear that you can take next birth and next body and start. Being very clear about all this, makes time available for you. I tell you, this idea of ‘no time available’ is the symptom of the lowest level of integrity in thinking. Like if somebody has a tumor, pain is the symptom. Same way, if you have this idea ‘No time available’ that is the symptom that you are having the tumor
of non-Integrity in your being. Otherwise there is no such thing as ‘no time available.’
You are addicted to thought pornography. And thought pornography literally paralyses you;
you will never be able to make even one step or two second step in making the things happen. The feeling of ‘no time available’ is
equivalent to thought pornography, is equivalent to thought pornography.
Next, next question. (Is Decision Fatigue the cause of feeling
overwhelmed?) I can tell, DECISION FATIGUE is the only cause
of feeling overwhelmed. I think I already answered this question in the last question
itself. Addicted to thought pornography. The moment you hear – Swamiji asked Me to build
20,000 sq. feet, meditation hall. ‘Aaa, I have not even built 2000 square feet home in my life, in my house. It is first time. I don’t know what I am going to do. I never
did this’ As if I conducted Sadāshivoham 23 times and I am conducting 24th time. Life
itself you are living for first time. Everyday is first time. Without understanding, ‘Yes,
20,000 sq. feet meditation hall, what am I supposed to do? First phone call – get me
yellow pages. Second phone call – call the contractors, third phone call – sit and talk
to them and study, fourth phone call – try to make deeper understandings and pen down
a contract.’ Instead Haaa, *(dead expression) Doing all drama! You are not in the space
of Kannagi, where husband is dead and life is over or you are not in the space of Draupadi,
where your dress is being pulled and you are in the Sabha. No. Doing all Kannagi, Draupadi drama just for building a 20000 square feet meditation hall. ‘I never did even 2000 square feet, I don’t even know what is 2000 square feet. How am I going to do?’ Overwhelmed!
Understand, overwhelming is nothing but saying NO TO LIFE. Listen. Better mark these points today, Facebook status for all of you. If you feel that ‘no time available’ for you in life, make this line as a Facebook status – Feeling no time available is equivalent
to thought pornography addict. Second – Feeling overwhelmed, listen carefully,
this feeling overwhelmed is equivalent to saying NO to life. When Isavasya Upanishad says: tena tyaktena bhuñjīthā mā gṛdhaḥ
kasya svid-dhanam || 1 || kurvann eveha karmāṇi jijīviṣec chataṁ
samāḥ| evaṁ tvayi nānyatheto ‘sti na karma lipyate
nare || 2 || Live 100s of years; means do not feel overwhelmed.
Don’t say NO to life. Say YES to life. Feeling overwhelmed is one of the worst cunning way of saying no to life. Don’t do that crime to yourself. It is a sin against yourself, ‘Aatma hatya papa, Aatma hatya dosha’ (sin of committing suicide). Feeling overwhelmed is equivalent to saying NO to
life and ‘Aatma hatya’. Saying NO to life. Don’t do ‘Aatma hatya’, means saying NO to life.
Feeling overwhelmed develops a strong powerlessness pattern in your system; a very strong powerlessness
pattern which will be costly, which will be costly, which will be costly. Listen, which
will be costly. Third, next question. (Is DECISION FATIGUE the cause of feeling
complexity of decisions?) No. Listen. Here you need to understand many
things. Decision Fatigue is not the cause of feeling complexity of decisions. It is
actually you believing stupidly there is a complexity in decisions. There is no complexity
in decisions. It is all about addicted to thought pornography. If I get into Vaidya
Sarovar, what will happen? If I walk straight, what will happen. What will happen? Nothing.
You will get in and find out that there is no road further. You will come out and walk
into this road. ‘Hhh, there is water, if I fall into that,
I can’t breathe. My lungs will be choked. Water will get into my lungs and I will die.’!!! You are a man, you are not going to collapse
into water and it’s not that nobody is going to get you out. First of all the water in
the Vaidya Sarovar is not enough to kill somebody. There are tons of other things. You always
have… a law in you – anything can go wrong will go wrong, which is not true. Anything can go wrong will go wrong, is not
true. Anything can go right, will go right only is true. If anything can go wrong, will
go wrong, means, no one can exist. There are multiple, large, larger than planet earth
size stones moving around in the Cosmos, in the Milky Way; any one taking diversion is enough. Earth will not be there! Listen. There is no such thing as complexity of decisions. Ehh, I am telling you, the highest complex decision your brain can take is being taken
every moment in you because your lungs have to function, pump in and bring prana, your
stomach has to function and convert the bread into blood. Your nervous system need to function
to move your body as your want. And your electric signals in your brains need to continue to be alive to give the commands and coordinate all this. You don’t know what a complex system you
are. If you are still alive, greatest complexity decisions are being made every moment. The
problem is as long you think it is you, for you, you don’t become tired. When you think
it is for others, even a small decision like moving this cup from here to there you want
salary. Forget about salary; you think you have done something great and now everyone
has to do Pada Puja to you, everyone has to pamper you, you are worthy of getting pampered! Whatever is not available to others should be made available to me, whether it’s a resource or everything. Listen carefully. This is the one of the worst
Maya Matrix, steals your life from you. The worst thing is, see, any structure, which
reveres you, gives you the best if you are integrated – that is outside the Matrix structure
that is Kailasa, Zion. But if you are able to manipulate, play around without becoming
integrated, sucking all the resources and being celebrated and enjoying everything means
it is within the Matrix. The problem is not that you cheating and having
all the resources under you, you not realizing you are within the Matrix. Wherever integrity becomes the decision making factor of getting pampered, supported, praised, that is the
space of Kailasa, the space of Zion. If not, I tell you, you are… if you are able to
manipulate some place, some structure, some organization without integrity, and able to
have everything, then you are under the Matrix. You are the loser; not anybody else. Loser
is you; not anybody else. First of all there is no such thing as complexity
of decisions. You believing there is complexity of decisions; I tell you, if at all Decision
Fatigue is true, Decision Fatigue can destroy your health and you will be suffering. If
Decision Fatigue is true, I should have died 11,000 times by now. For the number of decisions
I make every day, every moment, which is costly for somebody’s life or My own life. I am not making decisions just which is related
to few lakh, few crore. I am making decisions, which is related to millions of lives. One
decision I make changes the whole direction of people’s lives. Such serious decisions;
but no fatigue. It’s not that I am too causal about it. I am very sincere about every decision
I make, highly micro managing. The effort I put to move Rahu or Ketu and the effort
I put to heal a small headache of a person, in both, My sincerity does not change. My
micromanaging sincerity does not change; but there is no complexity of decisions, there
is no Decision fatigue. Decision fatigue is nothing but you believing
something is your own and something else is not your own. When you remove that, love can
be an amazing lubrication, antidote, to liberate you from Decision Fatigue. Actually this should be the first lesson in
all our Gurukuls, Universities, Colleges, everywhere. This should be one of the important
lesson – do not cheat yourself and others in the so-called project planning. Still I
am not able to understand, any plans done… never executed… and people are tired! How the modern day medicines are developed
not to cure you, but maintain you, all the corporate projects are developed not to make things happen but to make everyone feel your importance. Thousands of complexity in
decisions are created not for making things happen but to make everyone feel your importance. The only table where files don’t stand or
get stuck is Swamiji’s table. The only man who takes largest number of decisions, Swamiji
again. Then where is the complexity of decisions? If you are having the complexity of decisions
means, I am talking about in our Sangha, means, somewhere integrity to execute is not the
priority, your importance is priority. It is all about me, me, me, me, me; not the ground
reality happening. Complexity of decisions is nothing but complexity
of your individual identity. Next Question. (Is Decision Fatigue the cause of feeling
confused?) Decision Fatigue and feeling confused are
not even cause and effect, it is one and the same. The relationship between Decision fatigue
and Feeling confused is not the relationship like cause and effect. It is a relationship
of Oneness! ☺ Understand, the relationship between Me and Sadashiva is not cause and
effect, it is not that Sadashiva is cause I am effect, NO! It is feeling of Oneness.
Understand. Relationship between Me and Sadashiva is not cause and effect. It is feeling of
Oneness. Same way the relationship between Decision Fatigue and feeling confused is not
cause and effect. It is feeling of Oneness Next. Is Decision fatigue the cause of loss of memory? Loss of memory, which you need to remember,
and remembering the things, which you never need to remember. I know some fellows who
can remember all the stupid things, which is not necessary for their life. The ideas
which puts them in powerlessness they remember 25,000 times within 25 minutes. Its like,
you had a tiff with your girlfriend and you don’t pick up the phone call, see the messages till next day morning, 400 times she would have broken up with you and patched up with you. No, this fellow I cannot tolerate, no. Who else is there, only this fellow; otherwise I will feel lonely. No, no, no, no, no, I am breaking up. Its ok, cute guy. I can manage him. No, no I am done with all this. I am done.
I am done. I am done. Ok then you pick up next fellow, is he going
to be different? All right, let’s send the message, ok, I
am ok with you. Then no, no, no, no, no, I have decided I
cannot go on like this. I am not all this dash, dash, dash, dash… words which
is used only in the Facebook. And then I am breaking up with you. I am calling it off. It’s all over now. Forget about me. Maybe 30 seconds… no, no, no, no, no. I
have given too much of myself to him and he has given too much of himself to me. Now it
is too difficult to break up. No, no, ok, all right lets work it out. Let’s
meet tomorrow morning. Next message – no, how many meetings… it’s not going to work out. The same thing we are repeating now 47,335th time. No, don’t feel what I am saying is exaggerated.
See how it is happening in your life. Remembering all the things which is not necessary to be remembered which constantly puts you in powerlessness, remembering all that and…. Listen, remembering
whatever puts you in powerlessness and not remembering what is actually your life’s
mission is what I call loss of memory. Apasmara. Apasmara is the Angadevata (lit. body part of Deity) of Decision Fatigue. Understand. Feeling confused is the Oneness
of Decision Fatigue. Apasmara, loss of memory is the Angadevata of Decision Fatigue. Today I am going to be personally conducting
Vaakyartha Sadas on this for Nithyananda Yogam participants. Because this will really, really
help people to understand Integrity. If this one is understood, you literally get your
life back. You get your life back. People come and ask me – ‘How did you
do so much work Swamiji in such short time?’ Only one reason, by the grace of Sadashiva, I did not hear about the idea or the word called Decision Fatigue. The fellows who have Decision Fatigue are
Chandaallas. Kandu muttu kettu muttu. Don’t see them; if you see them, take bath once. If you talk to them, wash your mouth and ears once. If you touch them, go and take bath in Ganga.
The decision fatigue people are Chandaallas. They are the… what do you call? This… they show, vampires, am I right? That energy suckers;
people who suck energy. The Decision Fatigue fellows are energy suckers, don’t allow them near you. Don’t go near them. Don’t be like the one. Next Question. (Is follow up of a job also a small decision
and no reason for fatigue?) Yes. I tell you, even during follow-up, you
should be very clear you are only talking. The other person only should get agitated.
He should be afraid that he should not be called again for follow up. You should not
be incomplete. That is why you see, some job, which I have given when the Sangha started,
still I am following up. 14 years before some of the jobs given to some of the people still
I am following up and I will continue to follow up. Follow up is as small decision as exhaling.
Giving instructions is as small as inhaling. It has no reason for fatigue. Next. What is the difference between Varnashrama
Brahmin wisdom and Chandaallatva of decision fatigue? First thing understand, a Brahmana who lives
the Brahmantva, a proper Brahmanatva, will go on be making decision and grounded in reality;
will never get caught into this Matrix. You see actually a Brahmana established in Brahmanatva runs the whole kingdom and the society by making decisions. But he cannot even afford to think he should be pampered. That is why he is deciding to live in poverty forever
and sambhavana forever without charging or making any money equivalent to his services.
Understand, the moment a Brahmana decides his service is equivalent to certain money
and he himself starts believing he is no more a brahmana, he is Chandala. He will develop
Decision Fatigue. He WILL develop Decision Fatigue. But the person who is grounded in Reality,
goes on, goes on, goes on making decisions and supporting the society and country to flourish,
flourish, flourish. HE should be showered all the respects and all the best things should
be given to him; but he himself never falls into Decision Fatigue. Chandallatva of decision fatigue is nothing but as I said – thinking too much about yourself just because you gave an idea about how a
temple should be constructed and somebody else is constructing, you can’t think you
did it, you constructed it. So understand, such large temples our Masters, our Kings,
our Gurus built, rarely in one corner of one pillar only you can see their statues. That
is so small, negligible. You have to do so much research to find where Rajaraja’s statue
is in Tanjavur temple where Vallalla Maharaja’s
statue is in Tiruvannamalai temple; because they never had a decision fatigue. If they had decision fatigue they would have thought
they are too big guys and they would have put their statues prominently in a big way. So Chandallatva of Decision Fatigue is based on arrogance and ego. Varnashrama Brahmanatva is based on grounded reality. And I also want to make this statement the caste system of the West, the understanding of the caste system of the west has nothing to do with Indian Varnashrama Dharma. And I am making it very clear, we Indians, the
idea we are fed, the idea we are carrying about the Varnashrama Dharma is the byproduct of the atrocity literature generated and dumped on us. How, the foreign country’s medical
wastes, and atomic wastes and other wastes are being exported into this country and dumped
in different corners, same way the atrocity literature was created on tons and tons for
us to lose our original identity and dumped on our head. So all the wrong ideas you have about the
Varna and ashrama, caste system, is the side-effect of the atrocity literature. Conspiracy, the
disease spread through a proper conspiracy; organized conspiracy. The real Varnashrama Dharma as defined in
our Smriti, Shruti, Puranas and Agamas is a best social structure and Me and My Sangha
forever stands by the Varnashrama dharma defined in our Shruti, Smriti, Purana and Agamas. If a Brahmana did not do his job, he should
be educated to do his job, not that he should be destroyed. NO. He should be supported and educated. If a Vaishya is not doing his responsibility,
he should be supported; not that you will destroy the whole system. NO. If a Kshatriya is not doing his job, he should
be supported. Understand. The fault lines, which did not
exist, were generated, manipulated and told to you falsely with ENORMOUS amount of atrocity literatures, enormous amount of atrocity literatures.
Now I am a building a library so I am understanding, all the available, authentic Hindu literature
and all the available atrocity literature, both I am collecting. The atrocity literature
seems something like a 3 times more than available authentic Hindu literatures. What we have
done for last 60,000 years these fellows were able to outdo that by two method – generating large atrocity material and destroying the authentic material. Abbbaaa what a worst thing happened to us. Oh Hindus wake up, give Me your hand. It is time I need more hands to revive this authentic tradition. I am not asking money, I am asking, give Me your hand, if you can’t, at least give birth to few kids and give the kids to Me. I will
bring them up and let us have hands for next few 100 years. We need to build the authentic
literatures and the translations. Understand, all the authentic literatures
are not even transcribed into Devanagari; it is just sitting in Grantha. All the atrocity
literatures are translated in multiple international languages and available all over the internet.
The diamond is a small half an inch piece and the shit dumped on it is 20 ton. How will
the diamond shine? And then you declare to the world diamond does not exist and it does not shine. It looks almost reality because of the shit dumped on the diamond. When I
am collecting only I understand, authentic literature available, if that takes million
square feet building, the atrocity literature available needs almost 5 million square feet building. Concept of Sati, concept of Devadasis, concept of caste, concept of cow worship, whatever you know as on now is the by-product of atrocity literature not the way originally it existed. Devadaasis don’t touch other… than the deity. They are virgins. But you have been told they are prostitutes. NO. Court dancers are separate,
temple dancers are separate. The atrocity literatures created made both of them look
like same and then destroyed the temple dancer’s tradition. All right, have you removed the
prostitution? NO. They removed anything, any enjoyment associated with Hinduism; not that
they removed the prostitution itself. NO. This large atrocity material need to be countered
with authentic material getting translated into international languages and making it
available, making it available. Varnāshrama Dharma Brahmana is a torch for the society; Chandaallathva
fellows are torture for the society. Next. (What is the relation of pitta layer and Decision Fatigue?) Listen… when you develop Decision Fatigue,
it physically becomes a pitta layer on your brain. When you allow that pitta layer to
remain, the decision fatigue becomes your muscle memory and bio-memory. It is like a vicious cycle, a vicious circle you are caught in. If you break the pitta layer, you will
get into the virtuous circle, more joy, less pitta layer, less Decision Fatigue, and more joy; it just becomes virtuous circle. Here, this side – pitta layer, more decision fatigue
and more pitta layer and more decision fatigue and more pitta layer, more decision fatigue;
it is vicious cycle. The relationship between pitta layer and Decision
Fatigue is relationship of vicious layer or virtuous layer; vicious circle of virtuous
circle, up to you. So with this, I bless you all. Let you all
radiate with Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility, Enriching, Causing, Living Shuddhadvaita Saivam
the eternal bliss Nithyananda. Thank you Be Blissful.